Honest to Jealous (Back to Me)

I see this is happening and I know I can't stop it,

But I'm not going to fight because it wasn't meant to be.

With other things I've always fought for what I wanted

But not with you because you weren't meant for me.

Still, I look at it all, as from another world,

And something doesn't quite feel right about it.

I look back in my life to put myself in your shoes,

But something inside me still wants to stop it.

I am working on being okay because I know that's what I should be;

I know if I loved you I wouldn't feel this way.

Love never has to one-up its rival.

I know if it's God's will, you'll come back to me.